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LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!

Thu Aug 3, 2006, 4:46 PM
2 months of pain, 2 months of confusion and 2 months of finding out that being told that I was going to die was a general mistake!! I feel like I've cheated death. The hell with my crappy life, I've learned that I'm going to enjoy it instead of focusing on the misery like before.

YES!!!

Whatever people throw at me, I'll keep coming back. And no matter how much I get hurt, I'll get over it. My biggest mistake in life was feeling that love was my cure, but in actuality, it was my downfall. So, I understand now that the most important thing is family and friends. I'm getting better, day by day, since recently. I remember being told that it has to get worse to get better, and I just shrugged that off.

Well in a matter of days, my life crashed down infront of me. I lost my girlfriend, I was told I was going to die, and I lost my family and any hope at all. I just wanted to die, but you know what? Screw it!! I'm not going to die yet, and I'm not going to let any fucking bitch bring me down to the level that I got before. A person can only take so much until they just give up, and I got pushed to that point.

Cheers to a few people who kept in contact with me through email and knew the situation for a while.

I've changed so much. Finally managed to afford my motorcycle, and now I'm heading out to explore the world through my passion....which no one ever knew what it is, but it's bikes..always was, and now I get a chance to enjoy life with a passion and hobby. No girlfriend, no restrictions, no emotional torment, nor abuse..just pure fucking freedom!!!!! I AM NOT DEAD!!! DAMN IT... !! :D

Oh yeah and to everyone else, keep up the art, and enjoy life.

To someone specific ;) :-

Next time you want to kill me, finish the job (you know who you are). You can't get what you want by threatening the other person. And finally, try to enjoy life. I mean it!! You deserve it, but I hope that Karma doesn't exist. 'cause if it did, I just received all my bad Karma in one big burst over the last 2 months, but I think, if Karma is real, if you get it back you'll probably get killed (by accident apparently)..I almost did, so stay strong..not like you're going to read this, but who cares. I just wanted to get some things off my chest, which I was too frightened to before.

Muahhahahahahhaaha.. YEAH I'm psycho right now because I just found out I'm going to live...so HELL YEAH!!!!

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:iconc4blessed:
GOSh this has to be the worst break up I've ever witnessed. Both of you have vanished...

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:iconmichelle-132:
blame her!!! i seen all the stuff she wrote to him and its nasty. ive never seen a more nasty girl in my life do so many nasty things to one person.i hope she gets what is coming to her one day.the reason why she feels so lonely on her own all the time is becuz she treats her bfs like shit! and at the end she tries to get money out of them..i seen the evidence myself.fucking whore!
:iconc4blessed:
Hey i've seen stuff he wrote too.. don't just just blame her... i've seen evidence too, you shouldn't hate her. I wont talk shit about him because i know it was rough on both ends... but yeh you shouldn't disrespect her if you don't really know what the hell went on.

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:iconmichelle-132:
also she threatened to kill him several occasions cause he simply talked to his ex gf.shes good at what she does.but ive known him for over 6 years and i know that whatever evidence u have has been cooked up.
:iconbattlemadcat:
Hey hey! I appreciate you trying to defend me here, but the fact remains that I was dumb enough to fall in love with someone so unstable. She doesn't want to help herself,so thus, she relies on other people for help. I actually made that mistake myself, so I can't blame her for that. BUT...I feel sorry for her, and yeah, anyone else who gets caught in her web.

When someone gets scared to tell the truth, there's definitely something wrong. What was a scared of? I dunno..not pleasing the other person? Whatever..It's cool though Michelle, she's got her own life to live, and so do I. Personally I don't care what the heck she does with it. What I do know is she left me before she actually left me. She planned to leave me or whatever, but wanted to get a little financial help before she terminated it. Well, yeah, that's sick...and I said some sick stuff to her! So WE WERE both losers in that relationship. A guy who can't be trusted with a girl who can't keep her emotions stable enough for more than 5 minutes. Dangerous combinations, but we were fools...more fool her though because she's getting involved in the same trap as before. LOL!

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~BattleMadCat upgrades his life ;)
:iconmichelle-132:
at lest he didnt tell her to 'go fuk yourself' random every day.shes a lier and a con woman.i even looked into her immigration and she even lied bout that to him.she is a attention seeker.the reason why she dosent like other girls is becuz most of us klnow a bitch when we see 1.how can u say it was rough on her end when he told her he has cancer and she told him to go fuk himself.unless u spend time with her like he did i dont think ull ever now the truth . she will never tell you bout most things.but my friend just showed me physicaly everything.emails - txt - phone recordings - pictures and police report.he is a mess but i dont see her like tht. she got over him quick but not before using him.now i am not saying he has done nothging wrong,he has said alot of things bad to her,but most were responses to what she said.she twisted things around often.i think it was a big mistake both of them but i think the victom is him,because he got daily abuse from her.
:iconmyjoey:
what do you mean by leaving england?

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